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Sul divano...

Venerdì 28-01-11.
Ormai dovrò abituarmi a mettere la data quando scrivo, perchè non sempre ho il coraggio di pubblicare questo tipo di post...A volte penso che tenerli in bozze è un pò come proteggere le mie emozioni...altre volte mi dico: "Il tuo blog serve a questo: a buttar fuori. Devi farlo!"
E così metto la data...tanto so che prima o poi pubblico.

Sera.
Sono stesa sul divano...ormai capita fin troppo spesso in questi giorni.
Ti siedi vicino e poggi le mie gambe sulle tue...e mi accarezzi...
E torna immediato quel senso di fastidio: "cavolo", perchè????
Proprio non sopporto che mi stai vicino!
Sopraggiunge la rabbia, più forte del discomfort.
's anger would be enough to think that so little ...
Until a few months ago would be enough ... so 10 minutes on the couch ... just 10 minutes, knowing me!
There were now not feel the desire to flee to another house in another world,
in another life ...
Maybe I just need to rest and peace ... away from you ...
But how?
We have a house, two children, and only one bank account: all strictly in the middle! Find them
you a solution because I do not take it anymore!

note today: those bad days, my blog. Perhaps the worst time.
even managed to sit at the table in the evening.
let alone eat or ... parlargli...
Non parlarsi affatto è la cosa più brutta. " Il silenzio tra noi". L'ho già scritto che odio "il non detto". Qualsiasi cosa succeda, qualsiasi, se ne dovrebbe discutere all'infinito. Ma in quei giorni, era come se mi si sconnettesse il cervello non appena lui entrava in casa.
Oggi, a distanza di un mese posso dirti che va un pò meglio...mangiucchio un pò ma dormo ancora troppo poco. E la rabbia c'è ancora, purtroppo. Ci parliamo un pò però.
Non quanto vorrei...
La mia dottoressa mi ha detto: "Fisiologicamente stai benissimo, nonostante il calo notevole di peso. Devi solo eliminare lo stress".
Le ho sorriso, pensando che "lo stress" non può ancora andar via da casa...

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Dillo in musica...

Ovvero come scomporre le canzoni che fanno parte di te!
E' da un pò di tempo che ascolto solo Liga, ormai anche i miei bambini conoscono dei suoi testi a memoria.
Oggi voglio definire questo periodo con la sua musica.

L'amore conta

E' proprio vero che l'amore conta, tanto, a volte troppo, ma spesso dopo molti anni che si sta insieme, l'amore non basta. Almeno non da solo. Se si è avuto il coraggio, la pazienza, la sincerità e "sopra a tutto" la fiducia, per costruire il rapporto a due, allora forse c'è un margine di recupero, qualcosa per cui valga ancora la pena stringere i denti e andare avanti.
E' vero che "we choose to have it a little company in this journey ... you do not let it go by the way" , but just because you choose you should continue to accept them as they are, without trying to change or "brake" in its passions, whatever they are. To me it has happened for too long and now I want to take some of my spaces.
Just a little ...
Everyone should do it!
I can not help saying

thanks to a full time
thank you for the truest
thanks for the teeth
defects
for
barrel of fun for our creativity

but ... certainly the thing that most of all now I'm trying to make him understand is this:

This is my life


And if he should ever get really lost everything, otherwise I would like to stay ... and the whole for what is possible, nor depressed (which is not just from me) ... and even with a nervous breakdown in progress (and here I just laugh at the thought!).
I know it's something a little strange for a weekend but, dear blog, you know that when I look around and ponder can you expect me to write about everything ... (and out there is the "Roman bora and annoys me out!)
And because it's Friday, let's spend least "happy hour" !
( ... and life will not spend that interests? )
Good week ... my blog!

Happy hour

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Il dio delle piccole cose

This book is simply wonderful. Dolce and dramatic at the same time. And there is still a vein of poetry even in the description of the most raw.
Well, if I were to use one word to describe it, I would say poetic ...
I bought recently, by chance, as if by chance a few days ago, I bought "The Kill A Mockingbird" Harper Lee. My "wish list" is long, there are many books that I read, but lately I've often pass by a bookstore, go in and end up buying a book I never thought, as has happened to these two. And 'as if they had told me: "buy and hold me in your library. When you have something to read, take me." And so I did.
Then, someone who "estimate virtually" she writes in a comment something like "I have loved this book, read it." And you do it! This book will stay inside!
The God of Small things make you think, especially towards the end, and I cried like an idiot ... but I'm not ashamed to write it ... happens to me too, sometimes.
One day, one day is enough to change the lives of many people and events linked together by love?

may be true that everything can change in a day. A few handfuls of hours that can affect the outcome of entire lives. And when they do, the few handfuls of hours, as the remnants rescued from a burning house - watch the blackened, singed the photo, the scorched furniture - must be dug from the ruins and examined. Preserved. Explain.
Normal things, little facts, gutted and rebuilt. Imbued with new meanings. All of a sudden become the bleached skeleton of a story.

has happened to me, my dear blog. The
26/12/2010. E 'enough Idem said that a sentence, a single sentence together with a small computer error, to ensure that something clicked in me that has forever changed the way I see myself and my life. Irrevocably, I fear. And as I give it a try and we lose sleep ... nothing will ever be!

... and Air was full of thoughts and things to say. But in times like these are always just the little things. The great things cower inside, unspoken.

... and I hate what is not said (as he put a blue smurf!)

I recommend everyone read this book ... with any state of mind, because it's really worth.

Dear Stella

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Nota per Stellina

of my heart, because I would never want one day, reading my diary did not find anything about your first success in school, but as I did
your brother for a few days ago (and you're even a little gelosetta )
I decided to dedicate a post to you and your very first report card.
I viewed this afternoon (almost evening, in fact!) Along with your teachers, who are all enthusiastic about you, not only for scholastic achievement, especially as you are: polite, always willing to help all their friends, even if it means you stay a little back, too ready to give all your things to those who do not you ever bring them back (he told me the teacher R.), and always smiling and positive, even when the tasks to be done are many.
Whatever the vote, now you know how to talk to your brother, I'm happy for you as you behave in class and how you relate to others.
But the thing I was pleased to hear from the teacher is R. (Which also has my name!) That you read both! He said: "But his daughter read your books! He also tells us the titles, is not limited to simple stories or fairy tales ..."
And I do not know??
Who knows who will get it?! Cara
my "Scienziatina," Mom is so happy for you tonight!
I almost go to bed early, and maybe you'll get to sleep ...

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True Faith

... Easy listening today. That

.... The column on Tuesday ...
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And to say that I was sleeping! Just a nice break: 2 days!
Sorry .... my blog ... but I can not stay by far.
On the other hand, I leave you a video dated but fun!
In Rome there is the sun may not think about today!



Ps: you're at it, about last night, dear Rory, you say as your friend N. "Eat and forget!"

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Muss es sein?

Ess muss sein !

Bye for now ... my dear blog!

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Caro amore mio...

... unfortunately you have to wear glasses!


At only 12 years already have a degree of myopia in both eyes at least.
And yet I see very well there.
I was amazed I could not because you read things a little far away, on the street, and I will read the fine.
I was surprised even more speed and confidence with which you have chosen the frame! You are quite capable of take an hour (literally!) to choose a shirt or a pair of shoes, the spectacles and you did not have doubts. Have you tried 18 pairs (I counted), but six remained fixed on the first.
could not believe it! I was afraid to ask "Are you sure, love ?"... but you, you calmly replied: "Yes mom, I am getting better in the face, are not too many teams and not give me too much air scienziatino. I already call us Einstein!"
But you ... you are the son of who??
I've just done??

Note for you: yesterday I finally reached the school results of mathematical games, which took place several days ago, at school, among all classes and all the first second.
You came first!
Not at all a cocky kid, as opposed to your sister that day to complain about a 10 = (but only a mother I'm wrong) but yesterday your joy was uncontainable, and it was great to see you so happy and proud di te stesso!
Così, ho deciso che d'ora in poi appunterò tutte le tue piccole grandi soddisfazioni che ti faranno così felice. Per quanto mi riguarda, già il solo fatto che tu ci sia mi fa felice!
E ovviamente vale anche per Stellina!

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Van Gogh al Vittoriano

Come promesso a me stessa, ieri mattina ho sfidato la pioggia e il vento che imperversavano su Roma e sono andata al Vittoriano, a vedere la mostra di Van Gogh ( Campagna senza tempo-Città moderna ), che causa forte affluenza, è stata prorogata fino al 20 febbraio. In effetti c'era un bel pò di gente, ho dovuto perfino fare la fila per acquistare il biglietto. Cari romani amanti dell'arte, non vi aspettate uno sconto residenti per questa mostra, perchè non è previsto. Pagate il biglietto intero: 12 euro, comprensivo di una bustina di plastica per l'ombrello grondante.
In realtà grondavo acqua un pò anch'io....e non so se il tempo e lo stato d'animo con cui ci si appresta ad ammirare dei capolavori possono influire sulle eventuali emozioni che questi ti daranno...Fatto sta che questa mostra, a differenza di quella su Chagall, l'ho trovata un pò deludente, nonostante Van Gogh sia il mio artista preferito. Certo mancava il fascino dell'Ara Pacis e le sale erano piene di scolaresche e turisti, ma ho trovato un pò freddo proprio il modo in cui la mostra si snodava.
La prima parte è tutta incentrata sui "cenni storici". Sono descritte le varie "Phases" of his life, documented by old photos of the places where he lived and articles in newspapers and magazines concerning him, including the cutting of the ear lobe.
Following the exposure of a series of letters, complete with sketches and drawings that testify to the long and passionate epistolary relationship (which lasted more than twenty years) between him and his brother Theo, who adored him so much that " keep it "economically to allow him to paint. Very beautiful
the caskets on display with the books he read, but here are some part because the books are a bit on my second world, and they then had the charm of old dust and makes me want to touch ... I even found
that among the books he has read there is one that I want to read too ...
(Bel-Ami by Guy de Maupassant).

Van Gogh said
books, reality, and art are the same sort of thing for me.

Present many drawings in pen and pencil on paper, with those beautiful watercolor crayons, but few of his paintings in oils. I knew that I would not find Sunflowers , but I was expecting some more in oil painting.
Not this time I resisted doing a couple of pictures with the phone (without flash of course!)

 Olivi (1889)

Paul Gauguin
Lavandaie al Canal Roubine du Roi, 1888

E per colpa di un signore francese, indisciplinato come me, che si è fatto urlare "no photo! no photo!", non ho potuto fotografare il dipinto che per me è valso tutta la mostra. L'ho ammirato non so per quanto tempo, perchè le pennellate degli alberi sembravano davvero foglie mosse dal vento.

cypress with two female figures 1889

Next stop: I think the GNAM, on the advice of two bloggers I follow, and Vogliounamelablu estimate of damage.

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Buio in sala: Baciami ancora

Mother Care Mother F and C, you have come to an agreement if they also apply the slating in your address book? No, because today I had little time to write about a film that I liked and so I was easier to write a film that I did not like at all.

How to say? As often happens, the sequel is not successful, Muccino but in this case was more than disappointing. I happened to catch this movie on TV a few days ago and, mindful of what I had left (that is, a sense of discomfort) when I had seen long ago, I immediately changed the channel. Will that be "forty" I feel the players closer ... but I can not immerse myself in any of them. I find them all very immature.
This film is the sequel to "The Last Kiss" which I liked very much. I found an extraordinary interpretation of Giovanna Mezzogiorno and, unfortunately, this has been replaced. For goodness sake, even the Puccini is good but there is no comparison.
In "The Last Kiss" I liked them even those "mille violini suonati dal vento" di Carmen Consoli...anzi...sapete cosa salvo in questo sequel?? La colonna sonora.
Benchè io non ami per niente Jovanotti, trovo questa canzone di un romanticismo unico.
Perciò, ve la lascio ascoltare in questa giornata di pioggia.



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Hello World!! Yesterday was Valentine's Valentine's Day, I could not arrange something x boyfriend?
So here I did: I bought a beautiful cake, I decorated with whipped cream and strawberries, I made a drink with sparkling wine and cream of Cassis, with lots of strawberry in it, and end a rgalino scrapbooking !!!!! !

ragalo This is scrapbooking which I have done so well to the challenge to participate in February's Hobby Charter in which we had to use as a palette of colors: red, black , pink and white.
I created with a single 30x30 cardboard, soiled with glimer mist, a box .......

..... removing the lid opens and here's what's inside a little bit of chocolate and nougat .........

....... removing the candy that's what's inside the box, some of our photos, a little embellishment and you're done: a box-door mini-bean albummino!! !

The evening was spent very well, Ale appreciated everything, but this is x I love him very much, appreciate the simple things! ^ _ ^

And what do you think? Please leave a comment!
Kisses and see you soon! ;)

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Postare...con una canzone...

Caro  blog, ho scritto il post qui di seguito il 5 nov 2010 unable to publish it.
E 'remained in the draft this time because I have not found the mood
to be able to publish ...
I do now that I read and hear these words from a new perspective ...
Now that the words love, trust and sincerity , as well as respect and esteem,
not have more color.
And what will be ...

's funny how sometimes the lyrics of a song is able to describe your exact mood of a moment that you are living or have lived.
When this happens you feel the need to lie down on the couch ... close your eyes ... open your mind ...
And you can not help but point out letting the sounds and short phrases or words that you back to other thoughts ... sometimes sweet ... sometimes more complicated ...
But I'm just thinking .... Today I let him post

:


This was my IDEM.
I remember the first time I heard this song ...
We were in the car and I told him: "Did you hear the words? Seems to be talking to you ..."
And this is the re-Idem that I want. Nothing
meno...

Io sono stata amata così: "pienamente"...
...e lo so che l'amore cambia, si trasforma e che si può crescere in modi diversi
ma quando hai avuto Il Sogno, vorresti non svegliarti mai...
Ed è vero anche che non si può vivere di soli sogni,
ma, ci sono momenti nella vita, in cui ti restano solo quelli...
e tu ti ci aggrappi e te li fai bastare...

Poi questi momenti passano, tutto passa,
e ti lasciano addosso la consapevolezza che:

"...sebbene nulla restituisca lo splendore nell'erba,
o la bellezza di un fiore,
non ci affliggeremo,
ma troveremo forza in ciò che ci rimane
alle spalle"
(W. Wordsworth)

Ps: caro blog, lo vedi che non va bene tenersi i post per sè?
Rileggerli a distanza di tempo fa ancora più male di quando li si è scritti.
Tranquilla Rory, passerà...

Stima di danno
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perdoneranno,lo so,
questa mia "uscita".. . :-)

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Eight Valentine's Day together !!!!! I love you a mess!! ^ _ ^

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Non mi è mai piaciuta la festa di San Valentino, neanche nei "tempi migliori".
E' come l'8 marzo, sono feste adatte più a uno spirito consumistico che ai sentimenti.
Who is really in love with celebrated every day, just read the blog of compass to "take heart" a little bit.
So, I decided to make this outing a day and to post "red" that appeals to me ...

but I wish it to all the "crazy in love" (in a good way) that we believe in this party and all
those who want to give a red rose,

that is, of course, the flower that best "represents me ...

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Pesti in casa...

The pests are there in the rest of the house to chase and be spiteful, he makes a nuisance and she screams.
I do not have many "dangers" in the house, but I'm sure that one way to find him getting hurt.
today can not stand their "Mama come see Mama "..." "..." mama help me" ... etc. .... My
children are the only important thing that will always and forever is my duty to do what is best for them, even when I do not want any.
Therefore, my dear blog, now I close this shit about computers and I take them to the park, which fortunately is only 10 minutes from home.
Which is better!
(As one small blue smurf)

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I'm fine!
More or less ... Idem
morning he went to collect the results of my analysis and appear to be in place.
My doctor gets in the afternoon but from what little I know seems to read that all values \u200b\u200bare normal.
I have an iron deficiency, but that almost always one and then ... thing that pisses me off: I
cholesterol at 217! Never happened!
Two more months and I hardly eat and your cholesterol goes up. Why
pisses me off? Why
recently to Idem is well below 200, and he eats all the junk as possible, including any kind of chocolate that I buy for children or for friends ... So I
there is a doubt in your opinion, my blog, you can "forward" cholesterol with a single kiss, albeit intense, but since a long long time ago??
Find an answer ...

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La cosa giusta.

Is it hard to understand what is the right thing to do ...
And because it is difficult sometimes to know and put in place the right thing to do ...
Especially when you know that it will make us sick.
For someone like me, has an ingrained sense of duty, often the right thing is what makes you feel good
others ... everyone else who is a husband, friends, children, parents ... .
anyone but ourselves.
The right thing to do is almost always that you do not deviate too much from the status quo
you're used to, or better, you used the others ...
And at the end, only to suffer ... you think and wonder why that life
of calmness and serenity that you are so keen to create ... today is no longer enough ...
not enough for him ... asking for more!
But how much more?
I can not!
I just can not bear to do!

The right thing: you should find someone to take us by the hand and help us to
cross the road and accompany us to the point where is this blessed
right thing to do ....
But unfortunately it does not work like that, because the right thing is different for everyone.
And I discovered, in spite of myself, that keep the smile involves a degree of selfishness
that is not mine ... that I never belonged ...
So my dear blog, I know that in the end, I can smile thinking to have found
the right thing to do:
but not for everyone ... for me ...
And maybe I will not have my moments of happiness in 1000 ... but there must be a meaning and a cause ...

And I realize that choose me, requires a courage that
right now ... I did not!

you feel good wind ...

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Buio in sala: Ordinary people

Ordinary People is the title and is the first Italian film director who sees Robert Redford.

4 OSCAR 1981: Best Film, Best Director, Adapted Screenplay and Supporting Actor Timothy Hutton.

I would say that as a slide show is not bad.
This film is a crescendo of emotions, underscored from the music and intense flashbacks inserted here and there.
The first time I saw him I was just a kid, and even though I often revised later on, just remember the emotion that I felt that first time ... maybe because the protagonist is 16 years old, and I was more easy to identify.
But I assure you that not even succeed in not wanting to embrace Conrad, to console and raise the guilt he feels.
The success of this film helped not just the choice of characters:
Donald Sutherland (father), Mary Tyler-Moore (the mother) and Judd Hirsch (the psychiatrist), and she and a young newcomer Elizabeth McGovern (l ' friend Janine), three years later would been selected by Sergio Leone for the blockbuster Once Upon a Time in America .

texture.

Since, in a boating accident and before his eyes, his older brother Buck died, the 16 year old Conrad Jarrett is no longer the nice guy that parents, Calvin and Beth Jarrett, had not given any thought as profit school and how to conduct. Fell into depression, Conrad also has seriously attempted suicide, and accidentally saved by parents in the home, spent a period of care in a hospital, where his only friend was the sweet Karen. Now, back to school, extracurricular activities resumed in the choir of the school and swimming, a confused of guilt torments him and dr. Berger, valid psychoanalyst tries to help him for a long time to overcome his complexes. In reality, the spiritual part of her disorder by the accident of his brother was a victim, but is essentially in the relationship with her mother who, in turn, by the disappearance of the beloved Buck, took over as aloof with Conrad as the husband Calvin.

I leave you to watch the trailer, although in language ... but I only found this :-)


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Alla mia età

... Easy listening today. That

.... The column on Tuesday ...
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Yes, I know myself that I listen to music a little more ... of escape.
But what can you do? ... At my age now ... :-)
E 'in these days do not come to mind their own "songs of escape" ...
fact .... your suggestions are welcome!
Find me 10 songs that make me think
anything, and I place all! :-)

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Hello World!! Even if the blog gives me trouble spot x upload photos, I am finally with a new layout, the fact x Tuscany challenge last regional meeting under the title: Brrr .... cool !!!!! that's what came out !!!!!
I am glad you enjoyed it as it came in second place!! ^ _ ^





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